*shhhhhh* « Thirty Voices

This week’s entry is rather short. I’m strongly considering the fact that I may not be on the right track with my life. How I’m off I don’t quite know yet – but the fact that I feel that something is out of place is enough for pause. I don’t believe that anything massive is wrong – just that I’m not exactly “following my bliss.” That probably sounds silly, but to me it’s something I’ve earned.

So this week I’m going to take a few hours and pause to reflect. I never had to do this when I was younger. If something felt “off” I simply made radical changes. I moved, I screamed, I wrote crazy things. But I’m not that “girl” anymore. That “girl” expired with the hiss of early sunrises. Today I’m something else. I’m someone else.

This is my pause – perhaps I won’t need it, but there’s nothing wrong with taking one.